Is anyone having the same experience

It’s like every time there is something trying to trap me into anger and conflict, there is always someone trying to provoke me, I don’t engage easily but they’re like possessed they be doing things just to get a rise of me it’s unbelievable, and when I engage I feel drained, never felt like this before, even I try to forgive but there is something in my mind trapping me here in the low pits of hell.. I think if we can escape anything it would be our minds